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I meant to type this up back around home coming....especially home coming night, but i let it sit so I could actually write something coherent instead of just rambling....like im prolly gonna do neway.

This article is about love.

Someone a couple of months ago asked me if I loved Gina. I said I did (and still do). They then became offensive and asked me to explain how I knew I loved her. She claimed that we were still in 'new love' and hadn't experienced any 'hardships'. First off I call that a blatent lack of sense, assuming my life has been lacking in 'hardship' just because I don't feel the need to tell everyone and their mother when I have a problem....But anywho back to the happy reason i was writing this article.

She asked me to explain how I knew I loved her (Gina). I gave her the answers, "Because every time I see her, I know I want to see nobody else. If I'm having a bad day she's a guaranteed way to make it better. Because every day that I am with her is the best day of my life, and as long as I am with her, I know the days will always get better". These are all true, but they aren't the only reasons. I wish I could say all the reasons for love, but at the same time i feel that if you can say exactly why you love someone, and you can give every reason, then it probably isn't true. Love should be unexplainable, it should be deep, it should be unpredictable. And if you don't agree with me thats fine, cause everyones definition of love is going to be different. That is one of the most exciting parts of love, that 2 people who are in love could have different definitions of that state, yet they both still feel that unexplainable feeling.

Which reminds me that love has to be mutual. It can not be one sided or one person is going to end up hurt. I don't speak of first hand experience, but from 16 years of second hand experience with 9 female cousins, lots of female friends who came to me when their relationship life went down the hole, and hours upon hours logged of chick flick watching (yes i'm weird).

This article is the culmination of my feelings after 2 weddings, 2 awesome HCings, 1 awesome Prom, and 420 consecutive best days of my life. If anyone ever asks you what love is, and they try to tell you that your wrong, tell them to talk to you when they experience true love.

Today was so much better than yesterday. Got that stupid English test thing back and got an A. Oddly Gina got the same grade as me and the same number wrong....coincidence....i think not.....but they were different questions....o well

I got called out of english to have a meeting with Mr. Bruno. That scared the right shit outta me, what with all the stuff going on with the network. Luckily that meeting was just about the ITA and what it used to be. He seems very into the idea of revitalizing the ITA and having someone with his amount of power on our side is good.

Calculus test wasn't as bad as i thought once i rememebred how to do alternating series test for convergence. Then came law & cit with Gina and Mitchell....o and those other idiots in our class. Like Rasmuffin....how stupid can one kid be? "So pretty much he's a crack addict, who just goes shooting his mouth off...I know people like that" Of course you do Eric, you are one of them...stupid pot heads.

Physics was just as fun as calculus but that test was easier. Then i got to type like a mad man in shacreaws aiding....no big excitement there. Now im at work tryin to waste time. Maybe by typing this theyll think im hard at work....or perhaps they wont.

My bowling ball is in Baltimore and I might have Ice Cream with Gina tonight....all in all....good day

I'm bored and at home so I decided to read Mehoff's new post. Needless to say his new stuff has sucked. I'm rather disappointed. But anywho about today. Woke up early, and really didn't feel like getting out of bed (usual for anyone). Eventually got on my way to school late, got there and had to study before 1st period started.

Woo-hoo studying. Wait....I don't study....GAR @ Mrs. Davis for making me care about the English language. But yea studying....it sux....cut into my socialization time...which is already mildly lacking. The test turned out to be easy....stupid wasted time. Onto comp sci. I used to look forward to that class cause I would be challeneged, inspired, and thinking....but NOOOOOOOOO now i gotta deal with reynolds, and not the annoying little wrap that will inevitably cling to itself upon attempted ripping.

THen on to calc. Harriman is in a better mood which I'm sure the entire class appreciates. Calculus is a good time to do math with my attention span. 1% goes to paying attention and caring, the rest goes to tetris....boy howdy tetris is proof that God loves us and wants us to not pay attention in class.

4th period Sociology. Sorry to do this to you Jack, but OMG the Tools in that class! The table of preps deserve to be shot, the table of athletic chicks get all giggly, the table of stoners.....well you get the idea. The only decent table is my table and even thats pushing it cause well I annoy me most of the time, I have Arie, who in the right atmosphere is fun, but he knows how to push my buttoms sometimes, schluter, who before this year i was quite naive about, joeseph whos cool, chuck's girlfriend who is too quiet, and that kid that i dont know. But yea took a test, then made fun of Arie and his affinity for saying 'like', i think he dropped 7 in one sentence. This inevitably led to the story of 'Ok so um like yea'.

Physics is always good for a laugh....and tetris. not much to say on that. 6th period i got to play gopher. Ran down to the front office to set-up PCs4Kids, where we give those who can't afford computers the training needed to run one, then they get a computer after doing so much community service, good concept. Went back to Shacreaw and i get sent right back down to do her bidding. I make it back to class and i setup the template for stats....I can't believe it takes the school a year to teach people microsoft suite, Thats pathetic....

WOrk as usual was boring...had about 15 minutes of work. Becker told me to make sure a computer had service pack 2 so that it would install Office 2k3 properly, so I did....and it turns out that the fact that it had SP2 was the problem....it was w2k which means it needed sp4....we had a good laugh about that one. THen i just kinda sat at my cube making myself crazy....

Now im sitting at home reading live journals because i have nothing better to do with my time....i can't wait until wrestling season....i have more energy, i actually care about school, gina has free time, everything is happier...I used to love fall...back when all my friends had free time....me n dave would go play basketball and BS and shit....now this little text box is my dave.....im pathetic...so im gonnd stop typing

Scratch that not typing thing. Yay for Tech colors....Tech owns...I need a football team to root for so I'm gonna go with: High School = Atholton, Professional = Steelers, College = Hookies. At least 1/3 of my teams won this weekend. I want my bowling ball to be here...my ball is sexy....everyone should bowl...